AnnalsofDianah

Monday, January 25, 2010.

my very first entry for the year 2010..workin my ass off @ office as usual.. feelin lethargic & so exhausted..cant take off my tired eyes no matter how thick my concealor is! arghh

now is gonna be end of January pretty soon..days are passing by so fast i don noe whether its bcoz of my hectic workin schedule dat i didnt even realised January is endin soon.oh dear..

i've eventually lost interest workin in the day mayb due to the change of management..workin with Koreans is never easy..i tink those who have experience workin with em will noe how difficult it is..1 year is enough for me to really understand their characteristic>fuckin babarians!

i tink its time for me to make a move from here but...i cant. financial issues is the main reason..i need a fixed income. sigh~~

i need time to do soul searchin n think bout tis over again..hope i get a better solution
to solve this prob.


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Friday, December 4, 2009.

happy 4th anniversary to my sweet love!!

its been good 4 years dat we've been together..who noes time will fly this fast?
after all we been tru, the good & bad times together, made our love more stronger, n here we are holdin on to each other.

knowing u for such long period of time has taught me many things & I believed ive changed alot without i knewin it. reminiscing the old good times dat we had, 2-3 years back n how i wished i could turn back time, spendin most of the time together like wen we were younger.

things are so much different now. both of us are werkin adults & busy with our personal life n we hardly spend time together due to our hectic schedule. hoped dat we will get this over soon~

You may not have heard me speak to you that I love you, but the way that I look into your eyes, the way I smile when you pass by, and the way that my heart feels when you are near.all speaks of what best describes the love that I feel.



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Wednesday, December 2, 2009.

3rd Dec 2009>>who noes time will past this fast..its gonna be end of 2009 real soon..

i have to start brainstorming wat im gonna do in 2010.

first n foremost, i want my mum to get well soon coz she's my pillar of strength-always supportin me in watever i do. lookin forward to this brand new year coz i got my own plans lined up for me. hope that its all good and things will go smoothly juz like i plan.

i cant wait for the weekends. missing my lil ninjas back at home.

Dec is the meaningful month for me as well. 10 Dec marks my important day with love.
we've turned 4th! hope dat u cherish & treasure the times dat we had together.

since 2004..


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Sunday, November 29, 2009.

i wonder wer's my prince charming who will take me away in a knight shining armour..hmm





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Monday bluess-i dont feel like eating nor goin out today.

I saw something that gives me adrenaline rush n lost my appetite abruptly.

Like i said, you never fail to dissapoint me time n again.

U let me down before n you are making up for it.

I keep findin out after one another shit from you.

It makes me so sick n tired dat i juz wan to end it here.

One day you'll love me, the way I loved you. One day you'll think of me the way I thought of you. One day you'll cry for me, the way I cried for you. One day you'll want me, but I won't want you.


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Sunday, November 15, 2009.

its gonna be lunch time in few mins time n my stomach is already makin weird noises..
im craving for brownie from j&c badly!! sinfully nice..

its a hectic week for me>>day job & nite job= exhausted!
but who cares im enjoyin every min of it.yehaa!
the company ann. is comin up..n ther's so many things to do but so lil time..damn!
hope ther's time to squeeze in for me to do my things..

1 month to go to year end..
i always get scared wen it comes to year end..
there's so many things i wanna do before 2010 comes..
lets hope i accomplish it real soon..




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Sunday, October 18, 2009.

Baby, I stay in love with you
Dying inside cause I can't stand it
Make or break up
Can't take this madness
We don't even really know why
All I know is baby I try and try so hard
To keep our love alive

If you dont' know me at this point
Then I highly doubt you ever will
I really need you to give me
That unconditional love I used to feel
It's no mistakiNg
We're just erasing
From our hearts and minds

And I know we said let go
But I kept on hanging on
Inside I know it's over
You're really gone
It's killing me
Cause there ain't nothing
That I can do
Baby, I stay in love with you

And I keep on telling myself
That you'll come back around
And I try to front like "Oh well"
Each time you let me down
See I can't get over you now
No matter what I do
But baby, baby I stay in love with you

It cuts so deep
It hurts down to my soul
My friends tell me I ain't the same no more
We still need each other
When we stumble and fall
How we gon' act
Like what we had
Ain't nothin' at all now

I stay in love
Love
Oh, I stay in love~

Yours Truely...



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