make up inc

January 2010

2010-01-25T17:47:00.000-08:00

my very first entry for the year 2010..workin my ass off @ office as usual.. feelin lethargic & so exhausted..cant take off my tired eyes no matter how thick my concealor is! arghh

now is gonna be end of January pretty soon..days are passing by so fast i don noe whether its bcoz of my hectic workin schedule dat i didnt even realised January is endin soon.oh dear..

i've eventually lost interest workin in the day mayb due to the change of management..workin with Koreans is never easy..i tink those who have experience workin with em will noe how difficult it is..1 year is enough for me to really understand their characteristic>fuckin babarians!

i tink its time for me to make a move from here but...i cant. financial issues is the main reason..i need a fixed income. sigh~~

i need time to do soul searchin n think bout tis over again..hope i get a better solution to solve this prob.

happy 4th anniversary

2009-12-04T00:32:00.001-08:00

happy 4th anniversary to my sweet love!!

its been good 4 years dat we've been together..who noes time will fly this fast?

after all we been tru, the good & bad times together, made our love more stronger, n here we are holdin on to each other.

knowing u for such long period of time has taught me many things & I believed ive changed alot without i knewin it. reminiscing the old good times dat we had, 2-3 years back n how i wished i could turn back time, spendin most of the time together like wen we were younger.

things are so much different now. both of us are werkin adults & busy with our personal life n we hardly spend time together due to our hectic schedule. hoped dat we will get this over soon~

You may not have heard me speak to you that I love you, but the way that I look into your eyes, the way I smile when you pass by, and the way that my heart feels when you are near.all speaks of what best describes the love that I feel.

welcome 2010

2009-12-02T21:00:00.000-08:00

3rd Dec 2009>>who noes time will past this fast..its gonna be end of 2009 real soon..

i have to start brainstorming wat im gonna do in 2010.

first n foremost, i want my mum to get well soon coz she's my pillar of strength-always supportin me in watever i do. lookin forward to this brand new year coz i got my own plans lined up for me. hope that its all good and things will go smoothly juz like i plan.

i cant wait for the weekends. missing my lil ninjas back at home.

Dec is the meaningful month for me as well. 10 Dec marks my important day with love.
we've turned 4th! hope dat u cherish & treasure the times dat we had together.
since 2004..

dancing queen

2009-11-29T23:49:00.000-08:00

i wonder wer's my prince charming who will take me away in a knight shining armour..hmm

2009-11-29T23:14:00.000-08:00

Monday bluess-i dont feel like eating nor goin out today.

I saw something that gives me adrenaline rush n lost my appetite abruptly.

Like i said, you never fail to dissapoint me time n again.

U let me down before n you are making up for it.

I keep findin out after one another shit from you.

It makes me so sick n tired dat i juz wan to end it here.

One day you'll love me, the way I loved you. One day you'll think of me the way I thought of you. One day you'll cry for me, the way I cried for you. One day you'll want me, but I won't want you.

geez

2009-11-15T19:19:00.000-08:00

its gonna be lunch time in few mins time n my stomach is already makin weird noises..
im craving for brownie from j&c badly!! sinfully nice..

its a hectic week for me>>day job & nite job= exhausted!
but who cares im enjoyin every min of it.yehaa!
the company ann. is comin up..n ther's so many things to do but so lil time..damn!
hope ther's time to squeeze in for me to do my things..

1 month to go to year end..
i always get scared wen it comes to year end..
there's so many things i wanna do before 2010 comes..
lets hope i accomplish it real soon..

i stay in love

2009-10-18T18:56:00.000-07:00

Baby, I stay in love with you

Dying inside cause I can't stand it

Make or break up

Can't take this madness

We don't even really know why

All I know is baby I try and try so hard

To keep our love alive

If you dont' know me at this point

Then I highly doubt you ever will

I really need you to give me

That unconditional love I used to feel

It's no mistakiNg

We're just erasing

From our hearts and minds

And I know we said let go

But I kept on hanging on

Inside I know it's over

You're really gone

It's killing me

Cause there ain't nothing

That I can do

Baby, I stay in love with you

And I keep on telling myself

That you'll come back around

And I try to front like "Oh well"

Each time you let me down

See I can't get over you now

No matter what I do

But baby, baby I stay in love with you

It cuts so deep

It hurts down to my soul

My friends tell me I ain't the same no more

We still need each other

When we stumble and fall

How we gon' act

Like what we had

Ain't nothin' at all now

I stay in love

Love

Oh, I stay in love~

Yours Truely...

kick asses

2009-10-11T23:58:00.000-07:00

how fast its gona be year end soon.

2009 wasnt year for me but i believe things happen for a reason.

be it good or bad i accept the way it is.

experience has taught me to be a better person & much wiser.

As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let us down, probably will.

You'll have your heart broken and you'll break others' hearts.

Life comes with no guarantees, no time outs, no second chances.

You just have to live life to the fullest, tell someone what they mean to you and tell someone off, speak out, dance in the pouring rain, hold someone's hand, comfort a friend, fall asleep watching the sun come up, stay up late, be a flirt, and smile until your face hurts.

Don't be afraid to take chances or fall in love and most of all, live in the moment because every second you spend angry or upset is a second of happiness you can never get back.

A sad thing in life is when you meet someone who means a lot to you, only to find out in the end that it was never meant to be and you just have to let go.

we are just a normal human being with feelins arent we?

Not all scars shows,not all wounds heal.sometimes u just cant see the pain sumone feels.

Isnt it funny that your heart can be broken by someone that was always pretend nothin happened?

I wonder...have u got any feelins?

ola

2009-10-08T23:22:00.001-07:00

just came back from vivo for a quickie lunch n sum window shoppin
Its Friday babies..like finally!
October it is,i still havent get my mission done..hmmph!

Quick updates bout my personal life..

im doin good movin on with life n livin to da fullest ever!

im tinkin for a short getaway..hmm sounds interestin ey?

Batam,Bintan,genting,cameron..?!?!

im spoilt for choices!

here's sum photos of the events i attended last week :-

while waitin for my groom..

4 Oct>>Introducin the bride & groom

3rd Oct>>my dearest Aqeil BIGG ONE @ Aranda Country Club!!

many thanks to those who took the time to come down..

ku pendam sebuah duka

2009-10-08T23:17:00.000-07:00

Bercinta sudah lama
Berkasih dan bermesra
Sedang enak membuai rasa
Perpisahan tercipta

Mengapa sementara
Cerahnya cinta kita
Mendung tiba tiada ku pinta
Gelapnya suasana

Walaupun hatiku
Amat berat melepasmu
Dan rintangan mendatang sayang
Terpaksa kuleraikan

Seandainya...
Kita harungi jua
Kelak punah semua sayang
Mimi yang kau harapkan

Ku pasti kau kembali
Menyatu dua hati
Lebih elok cari pengganti
Tiada kau menyendiri

Tak guna disesalkan
Hakikat percintaan
Mungkin terpendam kenikmatan
Sebalik perpisahan...

fate

2009-09-28T07:16:00.000-07:00

"It breaks your heart to see the one you love is happy with someone else,

but it's more painful to know that the one you love is unhappy with you."

May Allah lead me to the right path..Amin~

happy raya

2009-09-24T01:56:00.001-07:00

Hope its not too late to wish u guys
Selamat Hari Raya..

How was raya tiz year? the same as every other year no diff. i wish i could drive my family ard for visitin n dat would make my hari raya meaningful one.

2nd day of raya was rather hectic my house was flooded with guests non stop till 11 pm! nenek was at my house for the time being so dat explain y my house was jam pack.but it was nice though bein waitress cum nanny for a day.hilarious!

im such a loner nowadays.mayb my dearest partner wasnt ard.can u imagine havin lunch all alone @Banquet?well i guess i need to get use to it..i might be even become sum insane gal walkin along the street all alone one day..soon to come..

very soon n its about time~

back

2009-09-01T00:20:00.000-07:00

wats good sg!!

back frm shoppin spree in kl.glad dat i had so much fun with bestie>lotsa laughter goin on n not forgettin dat silly video clip.wth!

so reached sg bout 530pm ydae n was surprised to see the man sittin down waitin for me.

i was in terribly confused mode while in da plane to sg.felt so restless n uneasy not knowin why.i felt so wrong,very wrong.

in da cab headin home,he went silent all da way n i was the one who start the conversation.so not right!

at dat moment my heart felt so tight as thou turnin into stone.put up too much i guess.

my instinct tellin me to let go.

"People think it's holding on that makes you stronger, but sometimes it's letting go"

Cinta ini membunuhku

2009-08-24T00:10:00.000-07:00

Cinta Ini Membunuhku

Kau membuat, ku berantakan.
Kau membuat, ku tak karuan.
Kau membuat, ku tak berdaya.
Kau menolak ku, acuhkan diri ku.

Bagaimana, caranya untuk,
Meruntuhkan, kerasnya hati mu.
Ku sadari, ku tak sempurna,
Ku tak seperti, yang kau inginkan.

Kau hancurkan aku dengan sikap mu,
Tak sadarkah kau telah menyakiti ku.
Lelah hati ini meyakinkan mu,
Cinta ini, membunuh ku.

[#] ~~ [Reff]

[Interlude]

[Reff]

Woo… Hu~u… Haa…
Lelah hati ini meyakinkan mu,
Cinta ini, membunuh ku.

love me leave me

2009-08-20T18:31:00.000-07:00

had drag myself to work today..i couldnt wake up in da mornin heez..

ydae suppose to catch a movie @ Marina since we didint meet up for quite a while...

turned out haywire i was so surprised to see him react in such a way..

leavin me all alone i was so stunned at dat point of time.

im mentally tired n i need a break.

u never fail to dissapoint me time n again..

TGIF

2009-08-13T20:14:00.000-07:00

Friday it is>>its time to unwind babies!

i havent visit my spa for like few mths..seriously need a retreat body scrub,facial etc..

next week is fasting mth how time flies! i really need to work extra hard.

cant wait for shoppe theraphy woot!

sexy heels,lovely bags n nice acessories.

HAVE A NICE WEEKENDS READERS!

adios

quick updates

2009-08-02T18:07:00.000-07:00

back 2 werk feelin so lethargic,pain in ma ass is givin me hard time 2 walk as per normal..ouch!

i had to drag myself to werk tiz mornin despite of the pain im havin rite now..how i wish i get a good massage~

so wats been up lately..

juz werkin ma ass off in da office as per normal..let loose on fri nite for da last time..

gonna get down to serious business>>savings,makeup assignments n mainicure course(soon to come)..

hope im gonna do well..focus is the key..

after lunch

2009-07-16T21:51:00.000-07:00

its lunch time now...had rice n curry egg for lunch..yikes!

weekends is finally here...cant wait to see kenits my nephew..adorable n cute lil boy he is...come aunty see u clap ur hand..

updates

2009-07-16T20:46:00.000-07:00

i was cravin for Gelare waffles on tues simply bcos its half price on dat particular day...

so me & lyana hunt down for the cafe @ CTLink..to my surprise its already close down..

according to reliable sources,AC Cafe is takin over all Gelare Cafe except for the outlets at cosway point,orchard central & E hub pasir ris..

hope it helps those of u who r cravin for the waffles as well..

sedap nak mampos....

2009-06-21T21:35:00.001-07:00

Irma house warmin-da after 8 party..

lovely bedrm..i possibly cant wake up in da mornin with tiz kinda bedrm..

Lepak corner not forgettin the Kopi-O.....full & bloated stomach

BFF
Cikgu Rokiah n her student..very attentive in class..dat explain her pose..haha

rants

2009-06-21T21:00:00.000-07:00

not sure whats my feelin like now..

to get angry or to feel sad?or both...i cant help but tinkin y he has to do dat..well what goes ard comes ard ha..tiz is it..karma they say

look at u now..totally change..mayb bcos of ur busy schedule?i dunnoe..im clueless

i tink i have done what i could to make tiz r'ship a better one..

now its all up to u to decide..

senak

2009-06-20T08:50:00.000-07:00

had headache on & off since mornin..wat da hell was wrong w me?

got back frm irma house warming..my stomach about to burst in few mins time..am so full!

i can resist the scrumptious spread..esp the mouthwatering dessert..my sinful cravings n guess wat? my headache got worsen..

i felt so terrible....now i cant sleep..

i need to release myself.....S.O.S

who will comfort me

2009-06-18T19:15:00.000-07:00

still alive n kickin asses!

so last week i attended 2 events in a day....

Sue's weddin @ Taman Warisan..nice ambience,beautiful couple n not forgettin the superb food (my territory)..well,i tink it runss in da blood..

mas & me..as a dessert lover, i simply love all the desserts dat they have it there..so sinful..sorry no pics taken..hmm..it gives me the idea of wat dessert im gonna have fo my weddin in yearss to come..haha..*in dreamy mode*

Zieta's baby cukur rambut @ Jurong west..very lovely house she got..

us with mak pengantin...she was bz runnin ard dat day....manage to get hold of her

lyana & me..am lookin so tired with my messy bun..basically bcos of the scorching hot weather outside..
a must take photo with the beautiful chandeliar..bf idea to make us stand..thx eh!

Marina Barrage

2009-05-20T20:26:00.000-07:00

our virgin trip to Marina Barrage was awesome...it was an unplanned trip n we came up with the idea of goin ther while having dinner at Popeye's @ Spore Flyer So here we are..... warming up shot... no one was ard in tiz fountain wen we came..i cant wait to start camwhorin!!
his decent shot..he too got excited later part..... splish splash~ aftermath my blouse got wet n my pants as well..but im enjoyin it!!

Lat shot before we went home drenched wet!

GSS

2009-05-19T23:53:00.000-07:00

Its about to begin..

Yup u guess rite! the Gss is juz ard the corner..starts on 29th tiz month..

so ladies get ready for this shoppin extravaganza!!

sweeps off over the island with irrisistible discounts & offerings..

THE GREAT SINGAPORE SALE
29MAY-26JUL2009

countin down to 29th

3rd workshop

2009-05-17T22:42:00.000-07:00

Personal Groomin Workshop

Sinda

Its my 3rd time workin with Karthi @ Sinda...as usual nice participants..glad dat they were keen to learn bout makeup..they even me question me on how to lose weight n what hair products is good..shared alot tips with them..

hands-on makeup on the participants which make the workshop more interestin...

dats Ella..a bubbly & helpful lady....have to thank u & Karthi for the wonderful experience again..

Till the next time ladies

zzzz

2009-05-04T22:45:00.000-07:00

fill up my stomach with nasi campur n as a result im yawning away every now n then..
i was in the ladies juz now when doz bitches were about to enter the washroom..heard them mentioning my name..

am really sick of politics seriously..if u got prob then u CONFRONT me!
dont go ard badmouthing bout me coz it wont do u any good..

mayb i need a break from all tiz shitty probs..any suggestion?

in need of a soulmate

2009-04-21T00:17:00.000-07:00

after so many years in relationship, i realised that its never easy to maintain it-to make both party happy,spend time with each other n stuff..i bet its real hard wen u got work comitment..12 hr shift,workload,fatigueness..its drivin me up on the wall!

we started off not-so-well tiz year with me not attendin his POP coz we got some misunderstanding goin on n it seems to go on till now...surprisingly,we even argue over small matters!

im willing to work out tiz relationship.but i guess it takes two hands to clap to put tiz matter to an end.we are taking each other for granted disguisely n its not a good sign.

it been years ive waited for you..we been tru alot ups n downs,but here i stood by u for almost 4 years-its never been easy.7 months dat ive waited for u taught me to be more independant..a man gotta do wat he gotta do..

have u ever think dat ive would have gotten myself a husband if i wasnt wastin my years with u?
Never! bcos u thought dat im a devoted gf who will stood by u all the time..

i hope u will wake up one day & realised dat u shld learn n apreaciate me more bcos there might be sumone out there that are willing to love me more then u do..

i shall leave it to fate n see wer this relationship leads me to........

2009-02-26T03:25:00.000-08:00

me @ werk

Bridal trial makeup @ Inai
Theme: Traditional Jawa outfit

Model: Mariana
Makeup Artist: Dianah

career workshop @ SINDA

2009-02-16T04:04:00.000-08:00

today seminar went off smoothly...i did makeup demo for those who are preparing themself for interview..shared with the ladies few tips on skin care & makeup application..thanks to Karthi for havin faith in me to run da show on personal groomin..question & answer session..
ladies - my keen listener..lookin forward for the next seminar..

caught in da middle

2009-01-24T01:06:00.000-08:00

pheww..i juz hope may day will be better this long weekends..
U know wen ur facing mishaps everytin juz seems not right.
I hate this kinda feelin or shall i juz leave everytin to fate ?

we will be together if we were meant to be..insya'Allah

exhausted

2009-01-11T03:36:00.000-08:00

Im havin terribly backache n feel abit restless..
Ouch ! it hurts every time i bend my body..
Sat was very hectic day me n e other gals went for Chingay trial make up..
There was about 800 participants..so can u imagine how tired am i ?
Sorry no pics taken as were we not allowed to do so..

ok girlies i shall go back to my bed n get more rest !!

tml is Mon n back to work to see those b****

January 2009

2009-01-01T05:41:00.000-08:00

Happy new year to all my blog readers!
Lets begin the new year with a spankin new fightin spirit..
Leave behind all those bad moments in 2008..
May this brand new year brings u good fortune in life,health & satisfactory well-being..

few mins to 2009..
me & kim had great time chill out-watchin firework,had peanuts n dose of red wine..

Meanwhile here's some photos of my work-dollin up my sis for her Co. event..
Pretty in pink

dolce magazine!

2008-12-28T20:35:00.000-08:00

check me out in dolce magazine january isssue (shoppin section)
>>dolce magz is a handbook for the modern workin woman..
an ultimate guide to lifestyle,beauty,shoppin n fine dining n entertainment
n all the sweet treats u deserve.

dolce is for you -distributed only in CBD areas

2008-12-27T05:53:00.000-08:00

Mini makeover for Ayu
the hairdo

make up & hairdo service

2008-12-26T23:12:00.000-08:00

Ola senorita..
currently im offerin makeup & hairdo svc
for the followin occasion :
d&d,prom night,corporate events n engagement
any enquiries dont hesitate to contact me..
scroll down for more pics of my portfolio

2008-12-25T20:25:00.001-08:00

RUNAWAY BRIDE
MODEL : ZILA
MAKE BY : KARL

2008-12-25T20:18:00.000-08:00

BRIDAL DAY
MODEL : YAYA
MAKE UP BY : KARL

2008-12-25T20:10:00.000-08:00

FASHION (TWIGGY INSPIRED MAKE UP)
MODEL : NOR
MAKE UP BY : KARL

2008-12-25T19:59:00.000-08:00

FASHION MAKE UP
MODEL : EINA
MAKE UP BY : KARL

2008-12-25T19:45:00.000-08:00

TRIAL MAKE UP
MODEL : YAYA
MAKE UP BY : KARL